Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Blurry eyes

It's the sudden sense of uselessness that hits me again. I just honestly don't know how to handle anything anymore. I know. It's not that bad. I'm trying to tell myself that too. Just being extra mindful about my depression at the moment now. At least if I keep myself in check it shouldn't get too bad. At the very least I don't think I'll go through the self harm stage.

Recently it's just been really stressful and that really doesn't help. Not just work wise, staying at home really can't help too much now that dad's back. Honestly he adds A LOT of stress around the whole household thanks to his way of, well, doing almost everything. I think I'm being psychologically worn out recently. I don't know.

I need a break.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hey,

Greetings from Cambridge. I just discovered your site (logged onto icq for the first time in months to wish people a happy new year, and saw this under your info).

I hope things get better soon. Take a break or two, just sit back, let loose. If you're still suffering depression (after all this time), maybe you really do need to see a physician.

Peace.